The time has arrived.Your time.The time has come for you to be brave.
Every single memorie is still very fresh in my mind.And in my heart.And soul.
I remember our long conversations about our future, wondering how everything would be.What we would make of it.
It went by so fast..but it was only yesterday..or at least it feels like it.
I remember how we laughed together, how you made me laugh.
I remember the sound of your voice, so clearly it feels you're right here speaking to me..
I try to ignore it, but it is a fact.
You're not here with me anymore. I'm not sure when you will be again, and that thought makes me twitch with pain.
You decided to go and seek your dreams. But you left such an empty space inside my heart..
It's not an exclusive feeling. It's present in all of our friends. It hurts us all to speak your name..It hurts so much that you are far away, that the mere thought of you brings tears to my eyes.
I wanted to have hold you, one last time.
I wanted to have kissed you, one last time.
My dear friend, i didn't have the chance to say goodbye...
Now that you're there, do me a favour.
Be fabulous, like only you can be.
Shine like a star, like only you can shine.
Be happy, be yourself, be proud.
I can promise you i will want to follow your every move.
Forgive me if i cry, it's just that i truly miss you. But i promise you that every teardrop falling from my eyes is a bit of strenght i'm sending you.
Like one of our "friends" once said : "It's just the beginning, it's not the end..".
So go now..be brave!
"You know it's time to say goodbye, and don't forget on me you can rely, i'll help on your way,i will be with you...everyday." .
I'll see you tomorrow.
To my husband Xah - Love you*
Every single memorie is still very fresh in my mind.And in my heart.And soul.
I remember our long conversations about our future, wondering how everything would be.What we would make of it.
It went by so fast..but it was only yesterday..or at least it feels like it.
I remember how we laughed together, how you made me laugh.
I remember the sound of your voice, so clearly it feels you're right here speaking to me..
I try to ignore it, but it is a fact.
You're not here with me anymore. I'm not sure when you will be again, and that thought makes me twitch with pain.
You decided to go and seek your dreams. But you left such an empty space inside my heart..
It's not an exclusive feeling. It's present in all of our friends. It hurts us all to speak your name..It hurts so much that you are far away, that the mere thought of you brings tears to my eyes.
I wanted to have hold you, one last time.
I wanted to have kissed you, one last time.
My dear friend, i didn't have the chance to say goodbye...
Now that you're there, do me a favour.
Be fabulous, like only you can be.
Shine like a star, like only you can shine.
Be happy, be yourself, be proud.
I can promise you i will want to follow your every move.
Forgive me if i cry, it's just that i truly miss you. But i promise you that every teardrop falling from my eyes is a bit of strenght i'm sending you.
Like one of our "friends" once said : "It's just the beginning, it's not the end..".
So go now..be brave!
"You know it's time to say goodbye, and don't forget on me you can rely, i'll help on your way,i will be with you...everyday." .
I'll see you tomorrow.
To my husband Xah - Love you*