Chasing life
Under the dust of what you once were
Lying there, so weak
A tear falls and you let go

So, what next?
It's the same old ritual
Black suits, cynical tears, oh, so spiritual
I do smile, to scare away my fears

They took away the only thing i needed
I was so young, left so misleaded
I cry at night
And so at dawn - Because you left me
 All alone

It is not fair
I had a whole life to share
I know you see me, as i do feel you
It's not the same, never the same

What i really wanted was to hold you
As i dream, so often, it hurts so bad
But i wake up, snap back to the world
And then remember you are dead.

They don't understand
I will not forget
Why you? Why me?
There's a million actions i regret

I never got the chance to say
I loved you, tremendously
I cared for you, still do
I just cried myself to death,
On that miserable day,

When they took you away from me
Killed me inside
And changed my whole life
It's not the same, never the same