I never knew how it happened.
I never realized when it happened.
But i did feel the changes.
A trust-worthy, insignificant smile was being thrown at me, instead of the usual glimpse of a future together.
it just slipped through my hands like water and i, in total and utter dispair, sank in a dark, deep, frightening hole, never wanting to leave.
You see, love prevents you to see the real light. It brings on to you a light that only shines in your own world, but is never real to the mortal being.
When love fades away that light ceases to shine, replacing the surroundings with a thick and dense darkness.
From time to time you're allowed to rise above it, like a fast-forward in your life, but only to be thrown back to the stabbing pain of a hearbreak.
Many time i've collapsed before you, begged you for what it was before, cried, pledging true love.
But it's not there.
You don't feel it.
So my reckless mind shivers in the well of the misfortune.